Topic Title: Has this happend to you
| |  "Has this happend to you"
, Tue 22 Jul 01:28
about 2 weeks ago i become so aware that i am not feeling anything to the extreame and i begin to think i am numb,but i'm not Numb in the sense of what i once knew numb to be,I'm Not flying all over the place from one extreame mood to another,and i suddenly felt like i missed having my feelings i was so used to pretty much all my life...You know that framilure thing right?
I understand now after talking to someone about this that i am having "normal" everyday feelings everyday regular non depressed people have. Being on SJW over 2 months now i have seen such a change in my moods and my motivation level,its hard to believe this but i actually missed feeling the extream intensity of being depressed ....Go figure....anyone able to relate to that?
peace
PS: i am no longer feeling that way..It passed.
Posts: 19 | | Registered: Mon 26 May 2003 18:11 |
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| | "Re(1):Has this happend to you" , Tue 22 Jul 02:56
I think I can relate... I got to the point where I could feel nothing but sadness, bitterness, and anger. Any "good" feelings just made me more agitated because no matter WHAT, I would always drop right back down to feeling low. Nothing felt real anymore.
I'm on week four of SJW now...
I'm not really *used* to feeling relaxed and happy, so I did almost miss the melancholy because it has been so familiar for so long!
Posts: 12 | | Registered: Wed 25 Jun 2003 19:8 |
| | "Whoops" , Tue 22 Jul 01:30
thought i posted this in the questions area ...sorry
Posts: 20 | | Registered: Mon 26 May 2003 18:11 |
| | | "Not Unique" , Tue 22 Jul 12:45
I think it must be that drama that we become almost addicted to ..somehow this keeps us distracted from our real problems and the real problem is me...I mean that in the sense that only I can get better if i really want to get better..I sure can become caught up in things that i think are my buisness but when i look back it really had nothing to do with me.
I hope the SJW works as well for you as it has been for me,My life has drasticly changed in the last 2 months..Far from perfect but it has brought about the real issues i need to work on within myself i am not as easily distracted by everyone elses BS.
Posts: 22 | | Registered: Mon 26 May 2003 18:11 |
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