| | "is sjw making me sick?" , Thu 7 Aug 22:09
Hi as some of you might now, I'm new to sjw, over a week now, I don't take the full dose as I'm too scared to, sometimes I take i or sometimes 2 a day. I know my anxiety is probably supposed to go up a bit initally however in this last week I wonder if all this is actually making me more depressed.
I saw my doctor 2 days a go, who does not think I'm depressed (he is quite a good hip young doctor) He thinks I have had a problem, but now its mainly issues I have that i need to sort through, and he does beleive I have suffer from anxiety. My counsellor has similar beliefs however he did say I come close to being clinically depressed. As i have said in a earlier post i did have some bad experiences that left me depressed and on aropax (paxil) however even then i would only take half a pill and it was for about six months and things were fine and great.. Yhen I felt like I brought all my anxieties and depression back, but as I have said in earlier posts I do have ups and downs. So recently I turned to sjw, just to help me cope abit more han how I already am coping, and I guess in a way i take it for preventative measure, so that i don't fall back into deep depression. Do you think that this is a right thing to do? See this last week and a half i feel more anxious and a bit more depressed and I'm not sure if its the sjw, or just the fact that i know I am taking something. I do want to stick with it and see if I do have a positve outcome and life returns to normal and thoughts return to normal and enthusiasm returns to normal. Should I up my dosage or should I stick to a low dose? I mean i think i will keep going for experiment sake.. I just find it hard to make a decision when it comes to this sort of stuff.
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