| |  "I am feeling better already on the first day"
, Sat 23 Apr 15:25:
Something always bothered me about my work from times to time. I cared about small thing and sometimes I made it a big deal out of it. When that happened, I felt sad, upset, depressed and sometimes hostile. My spouse and my manager thought I was either paranoid or under depression. My manager at work wanted me to see a profession consoler and the company is willing to pay for the fee. However, I did not see the therapy. I have been like this emotionally up-and-down for about a year now. I stop drinking coffee for 5 weeks and that helped a little but did not cure me.
This morning I was bothered by something related to work. As I recalled what had happened to me between my co-workers and my manger, I felt upset and started to complain to my spouse; as the result, my spouse and I got into an argument. After thing cooled down, later, I started to recall the same matter that upset me this morning and guess what, I got all upset again.
Right before lunch, I purchased SJW from a local drug store and took a single capsule (450MG) although the recommended dosage is 2 capsules. After a few hours, I could feel the differences. I did not get disturbed as I recalled the same matter that upset me this morning. However, I did feel a little sleepy and had an upset stomach for a couple of time. I seemed to be careless and worriless. I also feel my mind is sot of gemptyh.
[this message was edited by V_J on Sat 23 Apr 20:01]
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