| |  "new sjw user"
, Sat 29 Mar 19:18
I just came upon this website today while researching SJW. I must say that I love it!!! I read thru some postings and wanted to share my story.
I have been feeling very anxious lately. I believe that I am suffering from depression as well. I feel overwhelmed. I feel like things are out of control. I am worried about anything and everything.
I am finding it very hard to trust my boyfriend lately. He has done nothing to make me believe he is anything by completely honest with me. But sometimes little thoughts get planted in my head. It just grows from there. It is uncontrollable. My mind is like a runaway freight train and it is racing down the track with all of these terrible thoughts. If he doesn't answer the phone I worry that he's purposely ignoring me or he's out with someone else.
I hate these feelings. We have talked about it and he does understand me. He knows I don't do these things on purpose but I am afraid that I am going to push him away.
It is not only our relationship. I feel nervous and anxious at work as well. I have a difficult time making decisions. I am under a lot of stress at work and find it difficult to separate my personal life and my job.
I find myself short tempered and small things seem to bother me.
I started taking SJW just yesterday. I am taking 900mg per day, just as seems to be common here. I am hopeful. I realize this isn't the whole answer. I am starting therapy on Monday morning at my family doctor's office and plan on continuing therapy until I feel like I can control my life again.
I wish everyone luck out there!!!! We have to try and do everything we can to be there for our loved ones.
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